Personal Stories 📖
I’m now two years off prescription drugs, 3 years into an experience called Topical Steroid Withdrawal, 3 months on a radically different healing protocol and trying to reconcile the fact that no matter what I do or how hard I push that I don’t actually have any control.
Regardless of not setting out to become a psychic, I’ve always been extremely sensitive and picked up on the energy behind things. I feel the energy of everything from people, animals and plants, to objects, words, and even buildings. I’ve always connected with this unseen energy and received messages from it through my senses in the form of emotions, thoughts, visions, physical sensations, voices, music, and even smells.
I experienced many of these moments when I was young. I don’t believe I ever saw anyone as clearly as in that hospital, but I still saw things, heard things, dreamt things, knew things, and I definitely felt things, but I sensed it wasn’t something to be talked about. Everything in the external world told me this wasn’t reality, even though it was happening in my reality.
Even when my body was screaming for me to stop it never felt safe to slow down-what would I find out if I did? What big truths would I have to face and what life-altering changes would I have to make? I don’t know about you, but I found this terrifying. And all the busyness and noise I’d created in my life kept me safe from this truth and apart from my inner knowing, my intuition and the voice of my soul.
Playlist Rx 💊
Pisces is the dreamer & psychic of the zodiac, preferring the dreamscape of fantasy to the harsh realities of human life. Use this imaginative playlist to tap into Pisces vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this mystical energy in your life.
Aquarius is the true rebel & humanitarian of the zodiac, using its visionary mind to progress us towards a better future. Use this liberating playlist to tap into Aquarius vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this unconventional energy in your life.
Capricorn is the born climber of the zodiac, striving for achievement through strategy & persistance. Use this determined playlist to tap into Capricorn vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this ambitious energy in your life.
The great philosopher of the zodiac, Sagittarius is on a quest for the meaning of life through experience & adventure. Use this fast & fun playlist to tap into Sagittarius vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this expansive energy in your life.
The master of extremes, Scorpio is about depth & intensity. Use this shadowy playlist to tap into Scorpio vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this transformative energy in your life.
Libra is airy & elegant, seeking peace & partnership. Use this harmonizing playlist to tap into Libra vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this pleasurable energy in your life.
Virgo is unparalleled in its organization & efficiency. Use this precise playlist to tap into Virgo vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this devotional energy in your life.
Leo is big, bright, powerful and expressive. Use this sun-filled playlist to tap into Leo vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this extravagant energy in your life.
Cancer lives & breathes in the watery depths of feelings experiencing life through the subtleties of the unseen. Use this sentimental playlist to tap into Cancer vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this emotional energy in your life.
Gemini is curious and childlike, fun and fast, neither here nor there. Use this playful playlist to help you tap into Gemini vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this breezy energy in your life.
Taurus balances the fierce strength & fixed sturdiness of the bull with the grace & beauty of the planet Venus. Use this grounding playlist to help you tap into Taurus vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this sensuous energy in your life.
Represented by the powerful ram, Aries is the first sign of the zodiac and a true force of nature. Use this energizing playlist to help you tap into Aries vibes this season-or whenever you need some of this potent energy in your life.
Astrology🌙
Your Ascendant, also called your Rising sign, is the outer you. It’s the version of you that other people see when you first meet. It’s the you that most often shows up in public social settings; at the dentist, a job interview, or on a blind date. It’s the mask you wear to the outside world and how you come across to others. Whether you’ve been aware of this or not, your Ascendant is the sign that essentially drives your outer personality and is most likely how others perceive you.
The Moon is a powerful luminary and, second to the placement of the Sun, where the Moon exists in our natal chart influences much about our personalities. Where the Sun is an outward, visible expression of ourselves, the Moon represents our inner world of emotions and self awareness. The Moon rules the unconscious, the instinctual, the reactive-it’s the way we feel inside of ourselves and how we respond to situations when we don’t have time to think first.
Your Sun sign is likely what you are most familiar with in your astrology. When someone says “I’m super intense-it’s a Scorpio thing,” or “What’s your sign? I’m really into Geminis,” they’re talking about Sun signs. As a key feature in a person’s natal chart, if all you know about someone is their Sun sign, you can understand a significant amount about who they are, how they express themselves, and their life purpose.
One morning after getting the girls down for a nap, I crumpled onto the floor in exhaustion & tears asking no one in particular why this was so hard. The next moment I was at a riverbank. I could see my feet on the rocks & feel the icy water on my toes. I was experiencing the scene at the river in real time as if I was there, while also being able to zoom out & witness ‘myself’ from above.